Thoughts of mine ~

Seriously , it's really really v. amazin that how things can turned into & have some ( dramastic ) changes in life .

Sometimes , i really wonder ~ Is there really God ?

Or it's just have to be lyk this ? ( or that ? )

I really dunno .

It has been 3 years since i entered secondary school until now .
& my life was completely different now ~

I dunno how to say it , but , it's just different ..

Sec 1 , during June holidays , XX woo-ed me ~

At that time , i am still stayin with my father .. ( P.S. he's isn't dead yet okayy ? )

But at that time , i rejected him .

I accepted him only on February 2008 ( when we are sec 2 )

& we only lasted for 2 months plus . ( we stead silently de )

After we broke up , 2 months later , my kor woo-ed me .

& we lasted for 2 months plus also . =X

Den in August , i get to know that i have to move back to Malaysia & stay there & stop my education here .

I was v. sad .

I remembered i cried on the way to MeiHao's house for CG ~

PeiYun ask me things & den i told her ..

Few days later , XX ( P.S. is another person ) , came to know about this & after that den i know is V told XX de .

Den he find me out ..

That day , he ask me to accept him .. ( i didn't )

He ask me when i was sec one that time , but that time ~ ( complicated ~ )

Anyway , a few days later i den accept him de .

From i know him that time , he really v. take care of me one lohhx ~

We were v. close that time .

Close till lyk we stead lyk that .

But now , we din't even contact each other .. D:

We also last for 2 months plus only ~

Dunno why all 2 months plus only lohhx .. -.-"

I really love him ..

We broke because of V ... ( nvm .. )

I wanted to patch with him , but he don't want .

But i waited for him for v. long ..

Haix .. I rejected all the guys that woo-ed me just for him ..

But now , it doesn't matters anymore .

Cuz now i have my XX !

I love him !! :D

He say that he has been thinking of me these years after we graduated from primary school ~

& i dunno how we become together de lohhx . ( lols )

Anyway , i don't care =P

& most of all , thanks for the sweet memories all of you given to me =D

I love you guys ! * hugs *