Thanks Lin Lao Peh for the comment !!! Hahs (:

Yesterday went to Checkpoint with didi to see them play pool ..

Cause i don't know how to play mahhx -.-

When we reached , Jeffrey , KokCheong , ZhengHui , YuanBin reached le .

Then after awhile , they told me that Geraldine at bus-stop cause she don't know how to come ..

Hahahs . Then go fetch her lohhx .. -.-"

Then when we back the boys all go in le never tell us ! >.< !

Nevermind . Xanne , Yasmine & Jonathan came latsest .

Don't know what they do lahhx .

Reach le finding toilet . Lols . Hahahs :D

Then they play lohhx . 5pm close table .

When to the Mac to eat .

After that actually wanted to go town de but Geraldine & her sister - Jacqueline , need to meet their mother at YiShun .

So me , Xanne , Yasmin , Jonathan & didi all when to YiShun lohhx ..

Shop till 8pm plus then went home ..

Hahahs (:

& that stupid SSL ! Ask we all go Checkpoint play & he himself never go !

WTH ? Our actual venue is YiShun / ToaPayoh de lohhx ..

Nevermind ~ Hahs . :)

Okayy . Nothing much to say .

Gastric pain now .. Haix . :(

Tomorrow got chinese remedial !! 8am - 9:30am -.-

Then Tuesday got Maths remedial ( i'm not going .. ) in the morning & band in the afternoon .

Have not practised my long tones yet ..

& i'm lazy to practise & choose the 16 bars of melody to play in-front of the band ..

Hahs . (:

The Shan is my friend intro me to him de . At first i also don't know him de lohhx . He msg-ed me . Then i know is my friend de fault lohhx . Anyhow give people my number . & for that msg-ed i replied - i guess so , but sorry i can't . Okayy ! Haix . Nevermind . & we also don't know each other ..

& to XX , i know you go there is not because of me , so ? Like i care -.- . You go because she's going . Stop telling nonsense lahhx horh . I told you she not going then you don't want go . Later on they tel me she going so i tell you then you say you want go . LOLS . Ya i didn't wanted to go , so ? I don't care

& didi , i never become more unhappy ever since i know you okayy ?! If i'm really unhappy , it's not your fault & it has got nothing to do with you ! Get it ?! You also asked Xanne & Geraldine before whether i'm happier or more unhappy what .. They said happier .. Ya sorry for those fake smile . I smile because you all want me to . I smile because i know if i don't you 3 will anyhow think again . I smile because i don't want you 3 to worry me & affect you all de mood .. I'm sorry . I'll try to smile no matter i'm sad or having problems okayy ? & i guess i've regretted one thing . I guess if i hadn't ask you to call me jie when my sister called you kor , i think you wouldn't had know me & you won't be worrying so much & you will be much more happier . Cause you'll have one person less to think of . You just have too many people in your life to care . You can't probably managed everyone ..

& i seriously don't know whether i'm going to take my N & O levels anot . If i'm not taking , it's really not my fault . My mother just refused to pay it .. If you don't see me later in 2 months time , i guess you all know why bahhx ..

Now , i can even fail my chinese , i don't know what's there to pass . Guess taking the papers waste money ehh since i don't pass .. Hahah ! .. First year fail . All 2 test i fail .. Maybe i should just don't take so my mother don't need pay ehh .. Since i think she don't intend to .

S Club 7- Never had a dream come true

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
And so my road can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you

& i had to leave behind everyone in my life . Regrets , shall not mention . I know i'm selfish . But it's because i don't want to lose any of you .. Thanks baby for everything .. & i'm sorry too .. All i want , is you .